shopping therapy, clubbing and
binging on desserts.
activities termed by daddy toh as things
people would do when their hearts
are void/empty/hollow.
but he just doesnt understand women.

men like just one of a very good thing.
women like many of a not-so-good thing.
men go straight to the point when it
comes to shopping.
women shops around.

if i could have a chance to turn back time.
when will i go back to?
back to the days of primary school to
study harder so as to make it to
the special stream?
back to the days where i started out
badminton and train harder so as
to become a better player now?
back to the days without K.
but without all that has happened to me,
would i learn how to cherish all that i
have now?
everything is a blessing in disguise.

C is gonna ignore me for the next couple
of days cause he just bought a new game.
he's the real kid right here.

i'm so tired. i'm really tired.
this week has been more than i can handle.
the K thing, dealing with C's frustrations
over the K matter, work, breaking
mummy's heart, the event.
and finally, its sunday again.
tonight, i just wanna cuddle up to you
and rest my tired soul.
i just wanna rest in your arms.
just wanna hold onto you a little longer.
just wanna tell you i miss you.
just wanna say, i love you.


/i'm not crazy to sleep that late.
i just care for you. i just want to know you're safe.
thirty days. a month left.